so apparently I’ve been doing this ALL wrong

Published November 15th, 2020 in 2020 | No Comments »

I have been taking those classes lately and realized nobody gives a fuck about reading my daily musings for the most part. I guess, sure, some of you might be slightly amused over the years but generally speaking, the past's interpretation or really my own regarding a blog being an online diary isn't what people use blogs for anymore. Who knew? Apparently everyone but me but I never really read anyone else's blogs, admittedly.

The blog is a tool to help or redirect to selling something. I know, I know, as I have pointed out to friends before, Captain Obvious strikes again. I want to help people, of course, but reading about my shitty family situation or whining about life isn't exactly fucking helpful to most people. Given all of the stuff happening in the world with corona and the newly minted heart patients and my own experiences with heart surgery and strokes and the rest, I think I have a lot more tools to help than I might have initially realized.

With that being said, I am speaking with a new rockstar surgeon about the valve. He read the reports and was shocked I was still pretty coherent, alive ...

Category: 2020

dogs aren’t cheap

Published November 1st, 2020 in 2020 | No Comments »

Well, one thing I can say about moving back to the East coast is there is a heck of a lot more to get dogs sick here. In Colorado the worst you'd have to worry about is burned paws because the asphalt can get that hot. Or, of course, a dog attack, but most of the things that happen can be largely in your control. Here, maybe not so much.

The dog has been pretty much sick since we got here. He's been oscillating between acting like he's absolutely miserable to absolutely scratching the shit out of himself. I thought it was the shock of the move, losing his doggy and people friends, me crying because I have no friends, well the excuses I had for his changed behavior were endless. And good luck getting a dog appointment in the pandemic so easily--I made one weeks ago and we went yesterday. Now, Duke is perhaps the most floofy of the floofers, the sweetest dog really there is. He actually took it all much better than me, though the shock $530 bill at the end of it all, my tears pleading it down from close to $900 left me in ...

Category: 2020
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