I feel like I have a bunch of books in me, but they’re knotted up by these terrible things I tell about myself every day. I am not nice, see, because at this point I am swallowed by my own pain. I have nothing nice to say about myself most days, and I really probably…
I know, how irresponsible and ungracious, right? This surgery kicked my ass. First of all I was in ICU over a week & I am still in a terrible amount of pain too much for me to remember what it feels like to feel good. I did get them to help me go through multiple…
Today has been hard. I have cried and joked with the nurses. Many of them tell me I have a great attitude, and I am still me in that I am trying to keep things jovial. People come in and ask how I am and I say “having the time of my life CLEARLY” or…
Man it’s gonna totally suck if I die because I think finally people are starting to want to pay attention or listen to me. I am the most interesting person you don’t know.I kid, there are absolutely people wayyy more interesting than me but I’ve got my own opinions on most things-I feel in some…
Sometimes I want to just ramble, and there are times like today I wish I could just pass out for a few days. I keep waking up at the witching hour, that horrid time between 3-4 am and I am unable to convince myself to go back to sleep. I start thinking, overthinking and getting…
So…I know you’ve missed me. No you haven’t ya liars. Anyways…I did the thing I told you I was going to do. I migrated the site over to the other opposing site: scarsandhearts.comI also have started a VLOG. JFC I know, definitely not as cute as I used to be (I AM 45 now somehow?!?!)…
Hey so I don’t care if your surgery is in a month, two months, two weeks–my advice is to try that link to the practice I recommended the other day. I had no idea how hunched I really am–of course if you had an ACTA2 genetic defect like I have, my advice would be very…
12 eggs, cream, handful of spinach thiny sliced, 1/3 a red pepper, 1/4 mushrooms then sliced, some garlic powder. salt pepper and I put sour cream w/ s&p watered down in the divet.
Counting days, days counting. I have a thing for numbers so I tend to notice them a lot though clearly I am no mathematician–I have a plan to organize all my at-home notes into a book of sorts with all the finer details of things–but the one huge benefit or recommendation I think I have…
Soooo. You know I love being an experiment–actually that isn’t true, but let’s just say that in this life I have felt the need to be my own best advocate. I’ve experimented on myself over the years trying to find a balance and solution to my issues–the health issues are certainly way more fun to…
