So I wanted to share with you a theory put forth by the community I have been reading about. Apparently there's been some research and since I am an A+ in many things including art and terrible humor, as well as maybe a few other things that are making this shit hard, well, it's just another thing to worry about, my fucking blood type, which is really not something I need to be doing. I need to find more resources for calm and wonderful stuff that makes all of this separation from Don right now less stressful. Right now I am a little anxious but that's just from my own exposure to the facts and news I am reading on my own versus the stuff being peddled on social media, I assume. I worry for the graveyard of people who will be online because it's terrible to think about and I don't want to be or know a one of them. I pray that Don gets to keep safe because he's only got one person to get it from but oh my god. Please universe let him be safe with me.
https://www.worldometers.info/coronavirus/country/us/
11597 sick. 171 gone 108 recovered ...
Man, the country is in a mess right now. I am actually way less stressed than many because of a few compelling factors that do not hurt my feelings at all.
One. I don't have children nor work in the public. Two, I read about this in January so all of the stress and trauma visiting regular Americans right now I have already endured. My continued studies into this issue over the past few months I was almost overly prepared. I bought masks the week I read about it and had them ordered by 1/21/2020. I know, I know, everyone has a fucking opinion on my mask but when most of the world contending with this is asking for them for their citizens, well, you as Americans have some onus to know and be able to discern for yourselves when the information was given. It is a respiratory illness which means it is a breathing illness which of course means that if you simply breathe, you are at risk and with a lot of the population passing it without knowing it, you cannot convince me all of the people touched each other or the same door handle or ...
I am a little offended at the notion that only the sick should be wearing masks, simply for the fact that many of the sick have no idea they are. I did make my first attempt yesterday at wearing the mask out as the liquor store tends to be a place where the air is pretty stagnant and things I've read suggest smaller spaces with little air flow are the places to avoid in large crowds. I felt the liquor store would be an obvious place for the sick to run to at points, given it's been a facet of human nature to drown our sorrows in times of stress for hundreds of years now. What happened was I was not welcomed really anywhere, people eyed me suspiciously, and I felt like I might not want to go out at all to avoid that again. For me it is obvious. I am one of the compromised with heart problems etc. But then I see something else, and I see I have an even better reason to protect myself.
Once again the Chinese are trying to kill us all--Losaartan, a drug I sung the praises of some ...
