substance for sustenance

For the past few years I have gone back and forth over declarations of health and well-being. These declarations are completely internal of course, but on occasion mention of them has slipped out at points. And I think a lot of us have these vices that are clearly not great for us, but they are vices so there is the understanding they might not be the best way to spend your time or efforts. I want to be a better person, hell that is something I am constantly trying to do with all of the reading I do. Sometimes I end up not being better and sometimes just more in the know which has its ups and its downs and positives and negatives. Right now I am trying my best to stop drinking which is not really a big problem I have anymore though this week I did take care of two bottles of rose. Yeah, I know a week to do it but ultimately when you drink you are left more exhausted and easily exasperated with the world. Less apt to want to get up, and less apt to be able to if you're not sober.

At the ...