I scaled today's photo back to half the size I sent it in...we'll see if it's as fun as the giant one as I might have to go back there just to get over it all.
I keep telling Don over and over I will figure this out. I made him listen to my seminar on the millionaire mind so he would get what we have to do to shift things more towards abundance over being impoverished. It's a hard bend for my mind even considering I've blamed my own body for fucking me over it's still blaming some other entity than my own will. He started yelling at the recording saying that wasn't his problem, the problem was that people never listen to him. This ended up being a back and forth with me just telling him over and over I will figure it out. The man is nearing 50 and is climbing all over high pitched houses for people who live far away from everyone, likely because they've turned into hateful things who don't get along, or maybe they don't see anything good in the rest of us...but the point is, these aren't generous people he's helping...and risking his ...
I wanted to share some excepts of some recent drafts I never published right below--pretty interesting that all of this evolution hasn't fully come to fruition, but this time I am not fucking around anymore. I am figuring this out, and I am getting us out of here making money anywhere we want to be. 1 year would be ideal, 3-6 months would be magical. If it's possible I will find a way.
The Probability of ChangeSeptember 26, 2017
Lately I have been in a bit of a fight…
Wishing for a More elusive Sort of Stress September 15, 2017
I've been consciously trying to right some of my practices--change…
Sometimes Misery Needs No More Co-Misery to Thrive September 2, 2017
I am trying something new in things...I have a few…
Look at all that begging for change without knowing how the fuck to go about it. I know you've seen I've been reading--into Amazon and Oberlo and some other affiliate programs but I gotta say...there seem to be some services that truly have their shit together--coaches, follow-up, direction. I will let you know, but I am hopeful one of my ten billion websites or business ideas (I only have like 5 or 6 sites, btw, now). ...
Eh, so I fucked up a few days. I still wonder, as you probably all have noticed I have no ads...so no real reason to track my traffic. But I do wonder how many people think about this blog every once in a blue moon and check it out. Maybe you all have gotten bored over the years. No fucking idea but I am about to be a lot more interactive. Funny that the girl who had no problem posting all manner of ridiculous photograph for years now has a shyness now.
Maybe I know I am not cute and 23 anymore. Maybe I never was as cute as I thought I was. Maybe I am doing o-fucking-kay considering the level of bullshit I have gone through in general life shit and then the other garbage in the title of the blog. I know I have never really been one comfortable with editing save the shit random eye bag, pimple or line. I mean...given I was one of the first out here posting all manner of self portrait for a time I should either be really good at editing or know what to do...but honestly. I am like every woman, totally ...
