I got the call. The call said what I thought it might--it needs to get done, again. (the first was done in 1998) This time it's planned, planned like they always said they should be planned. This is the first time I've been able to plan, I mean really plan without anything crazy leading me to force it-he said a month or two. May seems like it might be a good plan--April seems less solid to me, but I guess we'll see what she says. She, being the nurse who's going to help me schedule this. I was going to film the whole thing, but it ended up happening sooner than expected, he calling to kind of jar me from a show coma I've been in since watching From. I am still inside it. but I know I have to crawl out to get myself in the right mind frame to get out of this surgery alive.
Sure, it's annoying--it sucks to keep having to go through this, but one thing I've realized is shit happens because shit happens all the time. You are either stagnant or moving, and I've maybe taken the moving thing a little too ...
Hmm, So I had an appointment the other day in the hospital--D came w/me as support. You know, with the world kind of just deciding to get infected over nailing prevention don't think you can go to the hospital without getting the virus is what they've been saying. We've been super careful--that day I had us in our 6 layer Shero's w/N94 liners & of course the air filters raging on when we got home & before.
I have a belief that if COVID did ever end up in our home, it would be quickly sanitized from the air so infection between the two of us could be avoided. It's the 3rd set of lungs in the environment, so close to I-395, traffic which seems endless & Spring, which is in full force in Northern Virginia. Sure, we probably have sex too much to keep both of us totally virus-free, but for what it does sticking in the lungs, the third set would be invaluable. I still don't see why business hasn't seen this solution--cleaning the air themselves vs counting on the good graces & cooperation of a public that seems averse to such coordination & empathy in action. ...
I read something today while reviewing for my other site--and it kind of hurts my head, because I somehow saw it coming, and the other part of me has some hope that more investment will be made in alleviating some of the issues that come with heart damage, strokes and the other things that happen when your health gets affected. Again, I'd like to point out that you should never trust other people's interpretation of the data for guidance, fuck even mine, but if you looked to see what level of infection was still consistent in the population, you'd realize it hasn't changed & we still have a lot of people sick, and a lot of people still getting sick. We still have well over 10k dying every week--it is absurd to pretend otherwise. Part of it is people have no balls anymore--I mean honestly, what is the worst travesty any of you can really remember dealing with on some difficult level? For some, school shootings. As kids ours were Russia nuke drills, because those guys will never be the good guys.
The point is we aren't a good group of people who understand the value of cooperation and ...
