I know you worry so much about checking in on me--I know that's been my mistake over the years. I mean how many people do you know who have a collection of blogs going back over 20 years like I do? I know, it's not impressive given the frequency, but you've starved me people. I swear that fucking I bite my dog post is the only reason anyone has found me even accidentally. All you ever had to do was feed me a comment even once in a blue moon and I might feel some reason to get all of these ideas I have in my head down. At this point it's just for me the only thing I can leave that might leave a murmur of who I was and have been--and it is so fucking incomplete even still.
Today's step count as of 6:26 pm 2/6/2022 is 9,939 so clearly the 10k should be easy for Duke's night walk. I made him my husband do the big loop with me--he's hilarious and we should be doing more of those--that's several miles just meandering with me around places we can close to us.
Now I did pull the scale ...
I know I should be making titles more interesting than that. I did fail like a true champion yesterday. I woke up actually screaming because the headache I got crippled me for the first part of the day almost entirely. I didn't even bother tweeting so much-it was a paralyzing migraine that actually had me throwing water back up into the cup I drank from, which was super fun and amusing of course. It's possible it was just dehydration since I am not great at drinking it at sea level at all.
I did hit about 900 steps yesterday which I think is great. He wasn't into helping me so much with the dog which sucks but whatever-the day before I hit over 11k today I hit 10,204 so far so now I can crawl into bed. KIDDING. Dinner I need to make here in a bit. I need to fashion next week's plans w/workouts. Tuesday will be a weigh-in but I haven't hit 10k enough to make a big dent but the Tuesday after maybe we will see some progress. Right now I have been taking the dog with me on every adventure outside--it certainly seems ...
So I finally made it to 11,245 steps, or really I made it past 10,000. I still haven't done any workouts, partially because I am embarrassed and partially because I used to do none of that. I used to work out randomly with weights sure, but I am 5'10 and used to weigh closer to 148 and looked better than I had in years and a year here making no friends left me at 170. Tomorrow I will add the workout. I have been doing this annoying and completely overboard beauty routine with cleanser, toner, eye cream or treatment, exfoliant, cream and oil. If it's daytime it's sunblock added, nighttime, retinol. Yes, a little crazy but whatever, if I am going to die anytime soon, I'm doing it pretty.
I didn't write on my other site, mainly because I am utterly bored to tears reading all the stories of people just deciding the pandemic is over. The pandemic will not be over until at least 85+% of the US population is infected or vaccinated. We are getting there, but it's going to take until the end of the year to really peter out, and several years after that ...
