weed is the way: nature’s anti-depressant

JFC. I have no idea who that girl was yesterday--those are not shoes I like to sit in for very long, and I have realized in my life that your experience is largely dictated by your attitude. Now I don't have the ability, clearly, to wish friends into existence here, but I can choose my attitude daily. Obviously right now there are some other forces in play that have some affect on my general feelings. I mentioned I am going through menopause--I haven't had my period since January--I started taking soy isoflavones and also MSM crystals, 1/2 tsp twice a day. The MSM is almost magical shit--I hope it kind of sets me up for some success in surgery--it has some anti-inflammatory properties that might bode well for me ultimately in the end. The other thing is the PEMF mat and the boots which attach to your legs when you are laid up in an easy chair all day are things I need to secure pre and post surgical intervention. I haven't solved the easy chair/recliner issue yet, but that's why they have Facebook marketplace, right? I am trying not to be a fucking burden on everyone ...