nothing great to say
I am very fucking alone right now, which is obviously not a surprise, but for those of you who have family who are good, who have friends who are there--be grateful. Not kidding you I could die tomorrow and nobody would come to my funeral--I would never force my husband into any service with no attendants. The cremation company did tell me that unless I had a battery-implanted device that they would not have to re-operate on my body to excise it, so I do feel a lot better than I did. I have a new folder on my laptop: In Case I die so he has some reference point.
I am considering trying to find some local work in a grocery store just to help with the immediate needs--that $300 for a special cleaning and $1200 tooth are not going to pay for themselves and every penny my husband makes goes to us and this mess of a body I have here. Obviously nobody is contacting me from LinkedIn so I am going to have to admit--my skillset is not highly valuable at all. Obviously if you have been reading here for any length of time I ...
