fission and the vision

Progress regress movement all the time. That's kind of what you hope for a life, but the past few years things have been a little stagnant in the fort complex apartment community I have lived in and I am just done. The whole almost dying again thing kind of made that a little more urgent--and yeah I think now I have to focus on making what I CAN happen in places where resources for that might be a bit more plentiful.

Living in Cap Hill was somewhat better than some places I've lived here in terms of community but I think there needs to be a big change in my life so we can get the hell out of here finally and I can have as close to that life as I've tried to over the years. We're going to head downtown somewhere and yeah, it's expensive, but the $500 increase in rent from where we're at I can quantify into a sum I'd pay to be closer to some inspiration I've been missing in the space I've been surrounded by lately--plus that's like 16 bucks a day. I've been reading all these stories about wishing for the thing ...