my heart is broken, too

I don't even know what to say, but there are people who've said it better than me, and with a lot more passion than I seem to have left to contend with this in this new reality. I am exhausted and I am full of disappointment in my fellow countrymen. I am happy we have been such inside people because I absolutely cannot stand I may be out there in the world with people who actually voted for this guy. I question the sanity and the judgement of everyone around me, and yes, most of us have been side-eyeing each other because it really is a wonder how a semi-educated public could do such a thing. I don't want to be around them and for now I am even off facebook. I was pissed he wasn't condemning the attacks, though I heard he gave an access hollywood style interview where they spent little time on him and he told everyone to "stop it." I still don't have anything to say to so many people I know right now. The anger is fresh and it is fueled, and I am sad and I am feeling not confident, and I would leave ...