What it takes to be something else
We all want to be the better version of ourselves after a year's come into reflection...I always do, and why I've always fallen short...and this is the year things have to change, and it starts with small habits which will hopefully thunder into something bigger. We've got a concept we need to fund some video cameras with, and somehow I think this is going to have to be the year to do it. Not in some cataclysmic this will be the last year we are, or anything, but this may be the first year we are a different kind of place than I thought we were. Which makes me wonder a few things--and I hope somehow, some way, we find our way out of the bullshit, but this might be the beginning of the ridiculous, or the end of the awesome. Which is about as simple as my mind will allow right now. To think about it all too much is worse than people should admit. Today I ate normally, like 3 times. I realize that is a ridiculous enough thing to be a punchline. I get it. I had too much sugar, which ultimately IS the thing we should all ...
