Wow, you guys. What an amazing evolution on communication to witness. No, really. I have been commenting for quite some time on the anger and vitriol and hyperbole informing people's opinions and beliefs. As a general statement I let people express what they want to express and then I step in with what I feel or think, if that is the kind of place or forum or discussion it is. You all know what I think about abortion and have continually pointed out WE were the ones assigning meaning and living with the effects of having made that decision and the potential baby would never know anything either way as it would never have a consciousness or cortex to be born.
Right now I am at a loss because I woke up to this message:
"One more thing before I go. You think you’re the only person bad shit has happened to? Bitch please. By all means keep honoring the life of the person you had to end (and no it wasn’t your fault but you also don’t get some kid of special card) by arguing that that’s a great and valid option for anyone ...
Man, the thoughts running through my head the past several weeks--my family was in town, meaning my real family which is not the birth family as though they originated the genetic material, certainly lacked a major influence in my life for most of the more important developmental years, we'll say. My mom and dad were here. And that is odd because it's been a longggg time since we have all been in the same space outside of their homes in years. And I saw a ton of relatives and wow, hard to believe the threads with knots of numbers of people but I will write more on that later.
Result of this--my place, office, creative space got bigger and cleaner which means I can really evolve these promised practices. Promises promises. Yeah, still require money to complete so I am working on it party people. Well. Don is the one planning the schematics for video and all that crap with software right now. Which is good because yet another letter demanding $17k arrived again. I've got a lot lot of money to manifest since the hospital got tricky and split my debts up into 3-4 law firms and each ...
I am going to copy and paste something I wrote earlier which I think is a big condemnation of modern culture. I mean--I am still trying with almost every situation to inject a healthy dose of empathy and respect. I am spending a gross amount of time trying to convey my messages and I think the culture at this point no longer possesses the ability to empathize fully because we spend virtually no time on any of it. We are instant gratification at our peril and will not afford anyone else the space in our own brains to fully empathize because it is full of too much other shit. Sensory overload? Not exactly, but we are no longer forced to prioritize much because everything can be done later. Fuck. I do it, too. I have done it with this fucking blog for years but at least I see what is going on and want to fix it. As it is our inability to full empathize comes with a few realizations I have been floating around as theories in my head. This FOMO culture (fear of missing out) causes us to neglect shit that should be tended to more ...
