I am the bobber here, keeping sanity afloat

I am trying my best to manifest my luck and numbers to help us do the things I want to do in this new sales job. I believe I have it, something that helps push forward my energies right now. I think life has better things in store for both of us, though getting Don to always believe that is not an easy feat. He is a bit of a pain in the ass, and incredibly negative to the point of sometimes spiritual toxicity. Sometimes you have to reject the bullshit to not have it surround you. and the best way to do that is to not expect it all the time. He doesn't believe that, but if I just die trying, hopefully he will get it.

Some conversations I have had lately due to his departure from the company have resulted in some leads in even other parts of the country and the job I have now lends a certain flexibility to where I might want to go. I really enjoy the positive aspect of presenting the best parts of the stuff we sell, though I clearly have had my criticisms. But truly--I think this is an ...