I really need to be better

I have like 7 drafts, half-written, hidden inside here I have typed over the past few weeks. But I have also been busy, as I tend to spend my time a lot better than I did previous to this job switch. I think that as a person I became a little too accustomed to being the victim of circumstance, addicted to the negative, entrenched in problems to the level that not only was it my job title, I spent a great deal of time exposing myself to more problems and conflict. I literally got so addicted to problems I made it a literal part of my job title.

I realized after a few weeks that sales is the happy part of the company, and there is a reason. Nobody is going to call you and complain before or as they are buying if you are a good salesperson. And if you are an even better salesperson you make it so that any problems that might arise would never be of your own doing.

And that is who I have become. And as a result, I simply have no time to ponder the world's problems all day long. If ...