New Year New Rules

I think--well I started writing this before I was drunk, say 1 pm. This past year has been harder than anything--the drowning we have done I am over, and this year I want new habits to make new habits, if you don't get it. Every day I want to write here, and now I work VERY early so such things should still be possible. 6-2:45 pm daily and there is room in that schedule to do more than I do currently, but I will admit sleeping until 8 something has been a blessing I won't be able to forget, even though I rarely did sleep until then. 4 am was a more solid thing and now it will be with some level of distortion, unhappiness, etc. I have to figure out some better ways to be, some better ways to BE than the way things are, and that is my focus this year. More writing. More reading. A marriage within the next few weeks to solve some issues. A new puppy (Duke needs a friend!). A new apartment (next door but still imperative). With the new apartment a new way to pay my student loans so that if the unthinkable happens I am not dead by 50, I certainly ...