Jesus christ the world is going to shit.
Someone really should be paying me to write, because my opinions are spot on, and everyone is a fucking idiot. Did I just write that? Fuck yes, I did and fuck you all for being so dense. I guess the luxury I have is a life that allows me a hell of alot of time to ponder shit and think about things a few steps further than most.
Today was day 2 and yeah, shit's hit the fan in Alabama and a host of other stupid places none of us generally go to anyways. The missing piece I think everyone is not recognizing in this situation is this:
A person who doesn't exist cannot have an opinion whether or not they existed.
A person who does not exist cannot be hurt or abused or conversely, treated well and pampered because they do not exist.
Our opinions are what give the entire argument meaning, because WE are the ones left with the result of our actions. Abortions, intended births and miscarriages are fucking very very personal experiences which should not be litigated over by people who are not a part of the situation. To endure ...
I am not a great person when it comes to discipline, surprise surprise! I suck at it largely and it's going to be a challenge to get out of this hole I sit in kind of, lazily and sloppily letting life pass me by.
Today is Day 1 of the 6 month challenge.
To reiterate, that is a complete revamp of my life to get to a place which I want to be in--goals include but are not limited to--
- Exercise daily.
- Eating a balanced diet incorporating many diets, some trends.
- Documenting it on instagram AND here for more text. Recipes, what I eat, etc. What I think on different diets and trends and why.
- Turning the website into a more informative, therapeutic end for people still struggling with the effects of aortic dissection, heart disease or really any disease. Life is a hard thing and I have learned a lot about how tedious and painful suffering through the loss of the life you thought you might have--and how to keep things interesting. I have been motivated by different things, but I always keep what I can control changing.
- Exercise everyday. Every day ...
So--in my inevitable genius I realized I had a bit more connections I could use in my efforts to change things completely in the next 6 months. I had twitter all this time and never used it for much aside from some initial sharing of heart related things in the beginning. I've decided I've got some considerations to make regarding where this site is going. Clearly its moniker is useful as its been for years but I am thinking of a massive overhaul of its use.
Many of you might not know but I also own scarsandhearts.com which is also my twitter handle, go follow and I'll be a lot more everything soon--so I think, with the assistance of my dear friend--that I might have to divide these suckers in the future. I have been trying to rationalize what to do all day as I still have one site that is political commentary. This one which is whatever commentary. I have decodeanna for goods and tshirts, earrings, etc. and decobeauties for one makeup brand maybe, hard to say. decodeanna is my instagram but I haven't put any photos up yet since everyone else is so prolific I feel inferior. ...
