I’m too fucking nice, and I AM SICK OF PLAYING FAIR!!!!!!!!!!!
yea so the story goes, again, that I talk myself out of someone's head by presenting the rational, head thought side of the situation istead of grabbing this person with, NO, wait, I cannot accept that nor will I.
I met him in person recently and had a time beyond description because I recognize the energy in him and what he is, which is white, blue-hot, and as intregal in this world as the sun. And the time had was, indescribable on a number of levels. Issue is that he had his heart with someone else, whom he had not seen in three years, an old friend; he told he a few days before his arrival. After he did arrive, what he told me, yet NEGLECTED to tell me previous, was that she was coming to stay with him for 6 weeks. How does a person compete with a six week interlude when all I had was roughly 8 days to make my impression? Well, the thing is, I believe I did. And when confronting him with the situation this evening, I did what I always do in times of conflict. I dropped my cards and basically painted the answer ...
