i dig a certain someone a bit too much to not respect a simple request he made...so as a marker, I left just this...
so today's lesson is: let sleeping dogs lay. Don't be an asshole and assume that any one gives a shit enough about your existence to even offer up any opinion on your inane little life. And when "not talking shit about someone", make sure that you aren't doing it in a form that can be transcripted, ie. COPIED. But hey, that's what intelligence can prove.
i took one of those tests.
Disorder Rating
Paranoid: Moderate
Schizoid: Moderate
Schizotypal: Moderate
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: Moderate
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: Low
Dependent: Low
Obsessive-Compulsive: Low
the sweaty saturation, your hand lends
the sick deep black, hued like the center of this world
conceptual feelings given a small little marker, an ok
i want to forget it all sometimes
drip like a faucet into the center of my being
drink like i'm thirsty from the stream of well-done.
i wanna try a new method, new beginning.
i will be the next one up for a taste of the thing, undone.
i did an ab stretch workout today, leaving me withered and exhausted half-perched up on the couch, half-passed out since my muscles are like, "what the fuck man"? i became slightly obsessed with the health of me. i quit smoking. (for real this time). i think i'm saving drinking for those moments i need a little laugh. i don't need things like that. i don't need those influences. i don't need a belief system to subscribe in. because it's just me i need to believe.
