Discipline and Practice

Well then...as I am sure we have all seen in the news lately--things are a little off lately but I am trying all I can to keep it together and take the steps I have needed to take to ensure that I have some hope for an actual future. I have been a bit shell-shocked seeing and recognizing exactly how lucky I am after reading a lot about other people who have been not so fortunate--people who haven't made it through one surgery--and some who made it through but got leveled another way. I suppose this fire has been there but a lot of it has not been cathartic but catastrophic--meaning focused on the destruction or what was missing over what was there. Now--I still argue this country is not a place a person like me will get a fair shake, and that is obviously to be expected given we do not have an umbrella of healthcare to help those who can help themselves like I have tried to do. Now, when I did have medicaid and medicare for the very small (I am talking less than 2 years out of the last 24) time period I did have it, there ...