alcohol and ozone don’t mix

I’ve had an itchy throat for a week because of the ozone machine. It’s in the bathroom, see, a solution Don came up with because he’s been trying to quit smoking, and in a community where that’s banned, it was the best way to cover up the smell. I know, I have the Medify filters,…

The gay boys are ALWAYS the best

If I think back over my life over the past two decades, I can honestly say the people who have had the most positive impact on my social life have always ALWAYS been the gay boys. Meeting Bjorn in the PATH train that day about 2 decades ago was a life changer and the way…

self pity works for 30 seconds at a time

So maybe it took more than thirty seconds to write that last post. So maybe I have been feeling like a garbage can full of nothing for a long time. The point is I am definitely someone who has not hit her high. I am absolutely someone who hasn’t achieved anything close to her full…

do we see ourselves only through our reflection in others?

I read an article the other day that really hit home about a man who had spent a few years in isolation and how he lost sense of himself because he never talked to anyone at all after being offered a cheap place to live far and away from everyone. Apparently his closest neighbor was…

Today is my Birthday

Today I turned 44. I started writing some epic post about how I was in surgery 25 years ago. How I almost died, how I have had to repeat it 7 times, and the experience is to be repeated again, supposedly soon.Soon is anytime before 10 years or so. At that point I am good,…

so many things to say. I have said them a lot

Hmmm. So sorry kids. I know I owe so much more to this website and my others. I have been building the meat of the other project I have mentioned–the coronabalona. I am on twitter, there, though I have neglected the one I had registered for this. I feel a bigger urgency in educating the…

camo legs and all

I have decided to refer to my stems as camo mottled–that’s what happens when you use your body as a counter weight vs just dead-lifting everything. But, if you knew me at all, you’d realize I take that as a suggestion, not as a rule (avoiding that). I hate depending on people for stuff I…

new realizations…

Ok you guys–I am doing the thing I allowed myself today though I did fuck around on FB for an hour. Not a smart thing to do being so stressed out by the move, but maybe the best thing to do. I need a bit of an escape but I literally have packed just the…

soooo…..moving east. again.

Sorry for the radio silence, party people. It was definitely not my fault this time–I had asked to renew these sites but the admin had an accident and could not get them up. Luckily for me, he got them renewed just in time. Owning these sites as long as I have–as I said to Don….

I’m a dick, but that’s maybe why you like me

Quiet from my end is not always a sign of great things, but I have been writing content for my other things, as mentioned before in passing. Right now I am living on the edge, people–no health insurance to speak of, and the money he and I made last year means no consideration for medicaid….


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