week ending

Sooo….the weekend. There was the ball of sorts..didn’t go last year, showed up this year to check it out. Strange to see City Hall over-run with the neighborhood hipsters…nice seeing people dress up and that. I didn’t really talk to anyone. I do that sometimes. A few years ago it was this idea that I…

yesterday

Yesterday I went to the hospital and got my medication situation taken care of..when you’re on unemployment you get it way cheap, hundred bucks for 6 months I guess is the going rate, unless you are employed with a job with health insurance, which is why I am potentially going the hospital route anyways. I…

maybe I should have been a hair dresser

So…I cut my hair off yesterday. Not all of it. Just my usual Spring shearing…but it’s December, right? Yeah, it is, and my hair was frazzled and crackly. So I had to do it. And I don’t have the means at this moment to do the real deal. The hair is gonna be half brown…

filtration leaves condensation on skin

Ouch, going through that many years of your life in one shot is surely a learning experience…I peeled back my layers for observation because not only do I have zero to hide, I suspect how I have handled things and my attitude in general might be something worth consideration. For anyone going through this or…

sunday’s freezing studio hours

So I have been inside the studio all day trying to get this stuff organized. I had to literally pick and pare down the entries over yonder so that they weren’t entirely redundant and protect people I care about (though looking at stuff now makes me realize the patterns I always insist on repeating and…

lazy saturday afternoons

I did a little market yesterday which wasn’t altogether successful…or any kind of failure. I hung out with a lovely little girl named Koby who sat with me by my space heater and we chatted about parrots, fortune cookie meanings, why I didn’t have a boyfriend, and most things 4, 5 and 6 year old’s…

this is where it begins

I can’t exactly convey how exciting it is to be here, of my own accord, through my own efforts, finally getting somewhere close to what I wanted. I have always spoken of making something beautiful out of the destruction my body has forced me through…and it wasn’t until recently that I realized paintings from inside…

yoga melts your mind, I swear

I have been doing this on demand yoga, yeah, that’s on demand as in Comcast on demand…and it’s difficult because I am not so great at enough, but my improvement is swift…I figure by January I will be my physical ideal again with my skin taken care of, my hair grown out, and my body…

it’s moving, yeah, albeit a bit slowly

I think I am so inside myself, beside myself, that my voice is starting to choke back a bit. I can’t wait to get my room set up…granted its just my temporary room, but it’s still mine for the taking. I also would guess I have become somewhat like an adopted sister to these guys…I…

time wanes as the days fade

News spews. I have a motivator now, not something I had before so it’s even better. I realize that is something I had been searching for in Canada…a little know-how. I need and want the space to explore….to do the things I need. Forget waiting for someone else. All I have felt like I have…


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