oh god I love this place!!!

Today I went to the hospital to get my syringes and such for my self administered heparin project and it became apparent to me: This country sucks… the life out of its citizens… Here’s the skinny: in Spain they just approved a program which would enable the banks to compensate students for good grades maintained…

so nice to be rosey

I took a bus up to Boston yesterday…on a bus with no shocks shaking and bending my internal organs like a blender of sorts. I got sick 30 minutes in and got myself some Dramamine when the bus stopped. The thing about Dramamine I didn’t even realize was it is nothing but a tranquilizer. It…

damn you welfare!!!!

so while looking at my various options for income support, i did some research that indicated i might be eligible for more than just food stamps (hopefully). it does require a bit of paperwork filing and all that stuff, but it’s for sure much easier than trying to sell my body (not that anyone would…

last night tonight

last night i sat waiting for e to return home from his travels, when i started doing my finances..and when i am saying finances, i am talking about how far i can stretch the $156 I take home every week from my disability claim in New York State. see, my company wouldn’t pay for my…

party time, intellectual

so today i was on a mad quest. first i paid a bill that resulted from some 2100 text messages and various other phone stuff. then i went looking for the healer, only to discover that the restaurant had been closed. thankfully the yoga place was still there, and I called them looking for Shali….

in the news for march

my surgery date is moved up two days, which leaves me two more days of normalcy to revel in. i called to tell my mom, who wants to take me home to mass for some crazy insane reason for a number of weeks after the third surgery. to make sure i have food and i…

20. 06. twenty sixes is more than i’ve got.

i’ll give you a little tiny tiny clue. don’t call me. don’t write me. don’t tell me how fantastic your life is. don’t bother trying to make up for being a complete jerk just because you “found something out” about me. don’t try and pretend you’ve been a good friend when you’ve been selfish and…

Disappeared Repaired

Though I’m not sure what my little surgeon is gonna say about my broken blood vessel and I am a bit of a mess from questioning every little detail of life around me. I figured it was time to step back up to the plate. This is the main result of my inability to access…

read this

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/middle_east/4628932.stm I just wish they would take their vengeance out on the people who truly deserve it: the red states putting this dumbo in power and the various other mega corporations that exist and survive solely on the benefit of revenues collected because there is a war. We do not live in a democracy, as…

bee bee bee bop

jimminy crickets. i don’t much care for a lot these days aside from people i guess. my own life is just a weird result of some strange cosmic scramble around the time of my birth. i talked to my mother last night who kept insisting that i am here for something, to which i responded,…


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