Aortic Valve: Again

I got the call. The call said what I thought it might--it needs to get done, again. (the first was done in 1998) This time it's planned, planned like they always said they should be planned. This is the first time I've been able to plan, I mean really plan without anything crazy leading me to force it-he said a month or two. May seems like it might be a good plan--April seems less solid to me, but I guess we'll see what she says. She, being the nurse who's going to help me schedule this. I was going to film the whole thing, but it ended up happening sooner than expected, he calling to kind of jar me from a show coma I've been in since watching From. I am still inside it. but I know I have to crawl out to get myself in the right mind frame to get out of this surgery alive.

Sure, it's annoying--it sucks to keep having to go through this, but one thing I've realized is shit happens because shit happens all the time. You are either stagnant or moving, and I've maybe taken the moving thing a little too ...