1/22 err one twenty-two-day 5 of Life without Liquor

Lately things have been getting so much better, well I expect they will and will expect they continue to improve. This is day 5, no wine. Now wine and I have a contentious relationship in that sometimes it does seem to bring me joy, and still other times it isn't doing much aside from providing me with much needed calories at the end of the day. You see, I don't eat well as of late--er as of before the past few days. Before then I would be hungry, sure, but oftentimes will forego much besides my coffee with that perfectly sweetened and milk/creamed Dunkin Donuts coffee creamer. That level of sugar was really my daily intake--that level of sugar sustained me most of the day. I am not a miserable person, no no--I certainly am not normally--now I wonder what the sustained effects of not having the alcohol might do. Lately I have been SLEEPING, like a lot. Granted I have been in and out of the flu, coughing and feverish every few days for the past 13-but this is okay as I feel invincible since I had the pneumonia vaccine, which might be largely psychosomatic, but that's the power of ...