what is your definition of family? mine is likely not the same…

Interesting lately watching the world pass by us as it does...Don and I, I had mentioned, are pretty distanced from all family members--birth adoptive, who I picked up last year, you know. I kid, but for years the idea of family didn't really ring any comforting bells because these people I was handed off to or related to--they never really knew me, barely know a hell of a lot now and do not really care to know anything but what they've assumed. You see how I am here, speaking my mind--not a hell of a lot different am I in person--I often say things that make people super uncomfortable or they are just generally shocked I do say what I mean, and I really fucking try to mean what the fuck I say. I realize what I sometimes do end up saying isn't really intended to make you feel warm and googly inside and sometimes pisses people off. Guess what holding my tongue does? Does it give me another 3 days of joyful living? Nope, and who would be able to say much about the quality in that circumstance? Not a fuck of a lot. We've been in this building going on ...