jesus christ, this has to have an end that’s hopefully a beginning

I feel like I have a bunch of books in me, but they’re knotted up by these terrible things I tell about myself every day. I am not nice, see, because at this point I am swallowed by my own pain. I have nothing nice to say about myself most days, and I really probably…

I survived but never wished I sometimes didn’t before this one.

I know, how irresponsible and ungracious, right? This surgery kicked my ass. First of all I was in ICU over a week & I am still in a terrible amount of pain too much for me to remember what it feels like to feel good. I did get them to help me go through multiple…

ughhhhh: tomorrow I am split open like a turkey

Today has been hard. I have cried and joked with the nurses. Many of them tell me I have a great attitude, and I am still me in that I am trying to keep things jovial. People come in and ask how I am and I say “having the time of my life CLEARLY” or…


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