I feel like I have a bunch of books in me, but they're knotted up by these terrible things I tell about … [Read More...]
Mark showed up today. We had quite the fiasco on Friday finding a hospital to give him an appointment. Basically it involved going to three hospitals (beth israel, bellvue and harlem hospital). Appartently living 15 blocks from a hospital is not as good as living over 70 away. So Harlem hospital gave him an appointment…
My new plight, concern, is for the greater good, the lesser person, not completely whole because of a broken mind. or perhaps just broke. I researched artist grants, aid for people who didn’t have what it takes to be whole. Those of us who have nothing to offer in terms of monetary summalogy get the…
So Francis pointed out something to me. today. That was itterated to me by mark. but was never really too evident. obvious. until today. Schizophrenia. Schizoid tendencies. So abundant. Fresh like open wounds to the point that he’s weeping, and somewhere in the back corners of my mind I am weeping, too. Afraid of. Not…
