I feel like I have a bunch of books in me, but they're knotted up by these terrible things I tell about … [Read More...]
i cried last night while at true, complaining because that was my night, a night i worked for 9 months before being ousted by some fuckin cheese ass mother fucker who i would not fuck. he is gone now, and i am back there in some respect. i lost my shit and felt slightly humiliated,…
i met a guy last night who seems to have some of the same ideas in music and sound in what he wants to do as I do. maybe he makes cool shit. i screamed in the bathroom with him and sang a diddy that i wrote on the bar, or rather in the bar….
i am changing. myself. for the better. seeing it right now makes it necessary.i sometimes think i feel i am better than most reduction in deify equals all the right in deny egotist tick must stop and end before it gets too carried away with the brilliance. when i was a kid i hated myself….
