May’s full of maybe

Published May 31st, 2020 in 2020 | No Comments »

Well, the world is on fire. Seems to be something we can say every once in a while with a sort of frequency that is a bit uncomfortable. But there are good things too in the midst of the shit storm. Don got his resume uploaded to the database and has already been contacted by two different people, one a nationwide recruiter who mentioned she had stuff in Colorado and all over the country, and another offer to discuss for Tampa--Florida I have some definite reservations with because it seems like a pretty unsafe place to be in terms of the climate and the crazy people, but warmer seems to be the theme he is going for over Colorado. He did send for Hawaii, though it will definitely be expensive so he will have to choose the job for the job and we might have to do some gymnastics to correct our course.

The great thing about moving is I have done it enough I am a bit of an expert--major state move 8 is Colorado though it's only the 7th state I have lived in so far--but clearly we have no children to worry about uprooting. Just another ...

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echo no-yo

Published May 27th, 2020 in 2020 | No Comments »

Ugh, world. Why do you have to fuck with me universe--I feel so lucky as is it would seem teasing out extra is a definite risk. My most recent echo came to fuck me with a nice dose of holy shit, you might have just a year to live to, holy shit, they might want to get this done this summer, to holy shit, I might want to push it out a year or two. If you don't know me well, one of my mantras is--"life always happens when you're making other plans."

So now, well let me explain first what happened. So I had my little virtual follow-up to my echo which was fine, though they kind of slipped in a nasty piece of news in the last few minutes. I started my question with--well, I read the report, didn't look too alarming to me but what do I know? I guess I know nothing, actually, so won't try that again. The, where did you get your surgeries questions came again to town and she suggested we have a surgical consult because it appears St Jude has left me scarred and needs a replacement. I asked her how ...

questions, answers and superstitions

Published May 24th, 2020 in 2020 | No Comments »

I am a slight superstitious, I guess you could say, because things sometime have a way of running off the lines of the paths I've tried to set up. Clearly this is not just something I am afflicted with right now since so many are now joining me, but yes, Don is home, and no, neither one of us appears to have the virus though I've gotten a slight ballsy lately and have gone to the grocery store twice inside, over the past few weeks. It's more about ensuring his convenience and comfort, because previously my go-to solution was order it, pick it up with my trunk popped open and go home to disinfect.

Going to the grocery store right now is its own perfect traumatic experience--people are generally afraid and tend not to invade pockets of space for very long at all--it's like an adult game of lava where everyone is kind of qberting up the aisles, everyone is in a mask with varying degrees of horror and violence implied. Mine is the real deal--looking more like the Bane mask, I've been told, than anything delicate, but it is an N99 so its construction lends to a ...

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