updates, because I feel you care

So, some things as of late. Number one--no cancer in this girl. How that happened is really not what I understand or rather, no cancer anywhere they have looked so far. Which means no cervical nor any breast, but there are still some tests and removals I have to endure because practice, err, policy. This was after as pretty fun few biopsies mentioned before--ouch on those but Don came to save the day then so all was as well as could be expected. After all that and all those CT scans and dozens of Xrays it appears so far my chest is unscathed from the outside anyways...so much for my spliff smoking ways the past decade or so..one never knows or JUAN never knows but that is fine. Once again, the things that usually get most people have skipped me, including death so far. I have been reading in the dissection group about people's struggles with meaning or pain or hurt or symptoms and I cannot help but envy ALL that they have going through this, when for me it was all me and my venting boards but nothing, nobody to tell me what was normal. Well, virtually almost everything is when ...